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Thursday, July 31st, 2003

Subject:Long time no entry
Time:5:27 pm.
I have little to say in this so im going to keep it simple...

To much is fucked up to really care
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Saturday, April 5th, 2003

Subject:"Hey, put in the Yobs"....."shut up Eric"
Time:1:04 pm.
12:00(tomorrow, noon) i will be on my way to getting really fucked up in nice looking sewage tunnels....hope everyone else has fun without me.
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Friday, March 28th, 2003

Time:11:23 am.
It's about fucking time this community is back the fuck up! POGO TIL YOU PUKE
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Thursday, March 27th, 2003

Subject:MGM Here we come!
Time:10:15 am.
We're making a movie, starring Me, John, Matt, a little of our directors Mark and Mike, and you can't be in it.
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Monday, March 24th, 2003

Time:4:14 pm.
I'm Pro-War....GO NUCLEAR!!!!!
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Monday, November 18th, 2002

Subject:!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Time:12:14 pm.
i fucked a sexy cow and smoked a bowl out it's ass...and yes i am high!
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Wednesday, October 30th, 2002

Time:11:15 am.
After school i call steve up asking if toni has gotten our copies of the new Nirvana cd yet, and he says he thinks so because she just got out of school, so i call her up once i get off the phone with him.

I ask if she got the cds which she toyed with me for a while and of coarse she got them so everything was all good, but then i had to call steve back and LIE!!(oh jesus) and tell him that she couldn't get them because they're limiting copies to each store and by the time she got there they were sold out blah fucking blah.

anyways, i stayed home til about 7:30ish i wanna say and dickhead came by with my cds, we stopped at the thirft store and got some shirts then drove around like crack addicts listening to the suburbia soundtrack and a little bit of Nirvana here and there.

Stopped by Renee's house for about 15 minutes or so i wanna say and just held her in the "cold" and then we were off to our destiny....Pat's house....

That was my day boys and girls, but the highlight of it was getting the fucking Nirvana cd boy oh boy im glad to add it to the collection
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Sunday, October 27th, 2002

Subject:pee pee
Time:10:47 pm.
lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of nothing
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Monday, October 14th, 2002

Subject:Fuck you
Time:12:36 pm.
What the fuck do you care why i dress differently now for? it's not your problem it's not even my problem, so what i'm sick of looking like a dumbass who's always pissed off, we all need to change eventually, better sooner then later, i didn't change for anyone, i changed for myself. don't give me shit about it, because im sick and tired of hearing it. fuck off


oh yeah, by the way, things with renee are good
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Wednesday, October 9th, 2002

Time:11:58 pm.
What if?
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Subject:ha-ha, fuck you
Time:12:01 pm.
It's hilarious how me and steve went to the mall today and knew the people who were going to be there which there are 5 of. but the best part, is that we did aviod every single one of them which either of us thought was possible.
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Thursday, October 3rd, 2002

Time:2:25 pm.
i deleted most of the things about her out of my LJ profile, all there's left to do is find a new icon...i should probably also delete all the meaningless pictures she sent me...since most of them said "ilove you" or "i'm all yours" which is a load of bullshit...friends seems good for now, if that's what she wants, but i will not speak to her until i decide to...i still care about her extremly but, there's nothing i can or will do, i say fuck it
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Time:2:17 pm.
When was the last time you killed a man and fucked a fat slut, while smoking a blunt? Yesterday
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Wednesday, September 25th, 2002

Subject:i wanna discharge
Time:11:15 pm.
Homecoming on saturday, YIPEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Uhhhhh....i really don't know what to say, but my life has been really fucked up lately when i actually think about it, i have no clue what is going on. but im aware of the things that matter most
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Thursday, September 19th, 2002

Subject:!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Time:5:11 pm.
Soloman, is really starting to piss me off really badly with the shit he says, it'll be sad if i have to resort to violence
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Monday, September 16th, 2002

Subject:You Bet!
Time:1:31 pm.
I love when she says everything will be fine and once it all goes away we'll be back together, i just hope it happens
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Thursday, September 12th, 2002

Subject:Today, tomorrow, the day after......yet another joy ride into hell
Time:11:03 pm.
I seriously don't understand why things always fuck up so terrribly for me...i mean, why the fuck is it that i can not be in a stable relationship for atleast a month without anyone else getting in the way or the girl telling me "oh, your a real sweet guy, but my feelings have changed, im sorry it's not you, it's me" why must i always get the shit like that, what did i do that's so horrible in my life that i deserve something like bad relationships?! i mean, yeah i am a fuck up with things, but i mean, people who are very successful have done way more terrible things then i have, and im sure about that.


Today was kinda fucked up in a half shell....

I went over to nicki's with stevo and i was in my little mood for like 4 hours...literally, maybe even longer. Once i got out of mine, she got into hers. It's impossible for me not to touch her or kiss her, i mean i couldn't stop today for anything and i don't think i will be able to....but that's not the worst. We're really trying to work things out between us, but it's hard, really fucking hard.


I really thought i was going to break down in front of her again for the obvious reasons.I would love to be able to spend the night with her, just holding and talking about how we could make things better. I swear, it might not seem like im doing anything now to try to help her get over everything, but I swear to fucking god that i will...i will drop everything that i have and own just to help her. I don't want to see her in distress ever again. UNLESS!!!! it's something i did and can fix it by myself.

I know i won't lose the fight this early on, i'm not saying im going to win it, but i will never give it up, i will take this one to the grave.


I Love her
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Wednesday, September 11th, 2002

Time:12:02 pm.
Moment of Silence? I've got nothing to say.
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Tuesday, September 10th, 2002

Subject:Theres Still Hope
Time:12:09 am.
I know for a fact my not going to school tomorrow...to much depression and stress. To much going in my head that i wish would all go away, and i wish it would go away for her also...

I can't stand breaking down in front of her because of him and how he gets to me through her.

The things he says about her really get to me, almost to the point where i would love to drag him out of his house and beat the living shit out of him, but, what would that accomplish? nothing.

I took some weird as dog tranquilizer, i hope it works, and then i also took like two excedrin pm's. Maybe I'll get really lucky and wind up in a coma for a month or two and hopefully things will be better then.

Counseling today was alright, not that bad at all, talked quite a bit about everything, touched all the issues.

I wish there was something i could do just to get her to stop thinking about him, or just somehow have her forget him completely.

I know i will never be able to turn my back on her ever, i want to be with her as long as possible.

I'm mean what can i say, i'm happy with her, I Love the Crazy Girl
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Tuesday, September 3rd, 2002

Subject:"you two look like the people in the White Strips"....."We Are"....."REALLY?! Your a good drummer"
Time:12:06 am.
Concert tonight...311,Jay-Z, NAPPY ROOTS,!!!(HELL YEAH)N.E.R.D. and Hoobastank..sad i know, 311 was good, and so was fucking NAPPY ROOTS(For John)...i went with Nicki(my LOVER!), Erin,Larissa, and fuck i can't remember the other one...bad with names...anyways...it really wasn't a bad day, tired, strung out, but other then that it was some nice quality time with the g salsh f. the car ride home was kinda shaky, but that's all well now...........uhhhh....Nicki so fucking hot and i can't stop rubbing her crotch or touching her breasts...GOD, i seriously can not get enough of her..she's so wonderful, i mean everything about her tops every girl i have ever been with..christ al mighty. i wish i was with her RIGHT NOW!!! IN THE SHOWER...which i bet she's out by now, but still....and for all of you wondering why my subject says that...well there's a story behind that which goes all little like this....


Nick and myself were walking around in the lawn at the tweeter looking for Fitz...and we seen this "PUNK ROCKER"..damn nicki...anyways, we were standing there looking for Mr. Fitz and he comes up to us and says..."You guys look like your in the White Strips" and Nicki's response was " We are" and he freaked out and procceded with..."REALLY?! Your a good drummer, blah blah blah" and i busted out laughing, i could help it i really couldn't. But all and all the show was fun...and that's all i have to say


"PUNX UNITE" i love you nicki
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